so how did having this connection to someone who died there change how you ve covered events over the last 11 months? it s a very good question. it s made it personal for me. when i covered radialism, i say it s at a nexus of disinformation destitution and demagoguery. people have information on social media bombarded 24/7. what was new in america was the presence of a demagogue, somebody to manipulate this say hey, follow me, i acan fix it. if i shoot somebody on fifth avenue, my supporters will still love me. that s what was so dangerous. i had seen that overseas with the leaders of terrorist organizations and religious figureles. to see this now happen in a community which i knew to be very special community, it was