i was spending money that wasn t mine that i shouldn t have. i think that, you know, we lived a lifestyle don t have issue if you want to call it wealthy. all right. would you concede with mean not all the money was going to bills at this time? all of the stolen money? no, i doubt that it was. okay. it was being used to support your wealthy lifestyle? well, i haven t looked at all of these documents to know exactly what was being spent where. but here is what i do know. i know i was making a bunch of money. and i should have had i should have had more money than i did. and i know i was spending a bunch of money on pills. and i know that i just don t remember in 2011 i just can t remember the land deals. but if i spent money on other things come i don t dispute that either. i just don t have the records. but you would at least concede that the money you were stealing was going to support your ever expanding wealthy lifestyle? would you concede that? that al