meant to have. and it is complex. it is a complex feeling. and once i met my memoir, and i realised how sweet and kind and petite she was, ijust, the idea that somebody would do this, that somebody would attack her in that way, very difficult. bzieri; in that way, very difficult. very difficult. what in that way, very difficult. very difficult. what conversations i in that way, very difficult. very difficult. what conversations have you had with your mother? what have you had with your mother? what have you talked about? film. you had with your mother? what have you talked about? you talked about? 0h, we have had many conversations. you talked about? 0h, we have had many conversations. we you talked about? 0h, we have had many conversations. we have - you talked about? 0h, we have had| many conversations. we have talked about the circumstances leading up to my kidnapping. we, you know, that she went from, she lived in a place at the time and went to santiago for the hospitals be