her, and i did, and we both felt extremely guilty. and did you kiss him back? i did. and then i left just like that. some people would have been shocked. shocked and said, wharp you doing? general is my best friend, why are you doing this? right. what was your gut telling you? my gut was telling me, no, you can t do this. it s wrong. it s so wrong. despite that, they had sex in jen and remy s house not long after that first kiss. did you feel any guilt consummating this relationship in the house that you share with your wife? i know i should say yes, but i didn t. jen and i had already grown apart. did you talk to jen about getting a divorce? yes. oh, yes, a handful of different times. eileen says all those marathon training sessions together drove them into each other s arms. and for eileen at least, it was