marie was able to access cannabis from a grower in rhode island. but she was still nervous. there was no roadmap for a strain or a particular dosage. and i m a big guidelines person, so not having a protocol was probably the most difficult part for me. what am i doing? so what marie decided to do, make herself the guinea pig. she would try different strains and doses first and then, if she felt okay, she would give them to her son. this is my writer diary. in fact. she shared a journal enthink from one of the early days. i feel joy and jay can feel it, too. how weird, yeah, how random. here we have that jason had zero aggressions. that s not something you had written probably for a long time, if ever? no. and it was jay s story that inspired many others to also try cannabis.