5 a.m. in new york. we heard one of the most detailed and stunning despigot shuns of the royal institution in generations. harry and meghan recounting in stunning detail what led to their departure. racist and sexist coverage in the tabloids pushed her to a place she never imagined. i just didn t want to be alive anymore and that was a very clear and real and frighten ing constant thought. i went to the institution and i said that i needed to go somewhere to get help, said that i ve never felt this way before and i need to go somewhere and i was told that i couldn t, that it wouldn t be good for the institution. there are so many people who are afraid to voice that they need help and i know personally how hard it is to not just voice it but when you voice it to be told no. just incredible. cnn s than stewart is live in london. anna, we will get to all of the reaction in a second, but there was just so much in this interview. it takes a lot to keep me up until 10 p.m. you