my mind. the idea of just running, the idea of debating whether to get a treadmill inside your house to be able to run outside as a black man in this country is a debate in conversation happening all across this country for far too many. we talked about the debate and the conversation with your kids. there are right now these conversations between people who love one another who are asking what will keep them safe and so you talk about justice coming down to just one trial, justice has to be more expansive. the idea of what it s like to not have a fear, a feeling of inevide inev ininevitable when i can have a conversation with my husband, he goes out for a run and i don t hold my bereath the entire time i can t wait to hear the defense counsel justify him having long dirty toenails.