and we do begin in uvalde, texas, a community still very much in mourning beset by grief after a massacre that left 19 students and two teachers dead. you see them there, a long line of mourners laying flowers at a memorial set up outside robb elementary school. outrage is growing over why a group of law enforcement officers waited so long to rush the gunman. we have seen a mix of emotions, anger, frustration and disappointment after that 911 call timeline became more clear. but folks have wrapped their arms around the folks of uvalde and its community. i ve seen long lines like that for folks waiting to purchase concert tickets or receive free food or other items. but these people are not waiting in line in the oppressive heat to get something, they re here to give and show their support. many have traveled from fear and beyond. i talked to a person from el paso. some people traveled from san antonio, which is about 85 miles away to lay flowers, balloons and stuffed animal
faces and all the expectations and everything. it goes right into your heart. and i m so happy to be here. wow. abba is having a resurgence with the new album within the last year. one fan who attended the concert gave a big thank you for the music. absolutely fantastic. if i died tonight, i d die happy. wow, that s a review. so is this abba s final so long? benny anderson answered cryptically, never say never. the avatars go on living. all right, and speaking of which, break out those aviator glasses and bomber jackets. the movie toptop gun maveric could bring in more than $120
but it just. .. to start with, i m intrigued that you are, at this point, so focused on what your death will be like, rather than the process of to use the cliche so often used with cancer rather than fighting the disease. oh, well, that s a waste of time. i mean, i ve had treatment. i need to get on with my life, do the things i want to do, which is mainly writing and seeing as much of my grandchildren as i can. i m lucky the treatment s been all right. i mean, the effects of chemical castration i could do without them, but they re not that bad. i don t believe in all this fighting cancer business. i m fighting the side effects of the treatment, but that s a different question. but i m a doctor. i ve seen so many people die, many of them younger than myself. they wanted to live, go on living, as much as i want to go on living. so i m, in a sense, fatalistic about it. i want to ask you about that experience of yours and what it means to you, because i just wonder,
of chemical castration i could do without them, but they re not that bad. i don t believe in all this fighting cancer business. i m fighting the side effects of the treatment, but that s a different question. but i m a doctor. i have seen so many people die, many of them younger than myself. they wanted to live, go on living, as much as i want to go on living. so i m, in a sense, fatalistic about it. i want to ask you about that experience of yours and what it means to you, because ijust wonder, now that you yourself are in this terribly difficult position, knowing that you have a potentially terminal illness, has it made you reflect on the way you treated your patients who were in a similar position? and, looking back, do you think you might have done things a little differently? the answer is yes. i mean, it s such a common observation from older doctors, who say, as i now say. i was just recording a lecture for colleagues
so powerful and interesting about what you ve already revealed of your own situation. but it just. .. to start with, i m intrigued that you are, at this point, so focused on what your death will be like, rather than the process of to use the cliche so often used with cancer rather than fighting the disease. oh, well, that s a waste of time. i mean, i ve had treatment. i need to get on with my life, do the things i want to do, which is mainly writing and seeing as much of my grandchildren as i can. i m lucky the treatment s been all right. i mean, the effects of chemical castration i could do without them, but they re not that bad. i don t believe in all this fighting cancer business. i m fighting the side effects of the treatment, but that s a different question. but i m a doctor. i have seen so many people die, many of them younger than myself. they wanted to live, go on living, as much as i want to go on living. so i m, in a sense, fatalistic about it. i want to ask you about t