because i m probably not taking part in activities where i am not staying over at fedora game, i m not drinking alcohol, i m not socialising. it might come across that i m trying not to fit in but actually i have my cultural background. i have my barriers. there are things where my family support, i m going to think about getting him on time. there is a had to deal with from coming from a family and challenging that in my community rather than trying to fit in with these girls that i was playing alongside. that s the thing. sorry. at the same time, i took it on as a positive. i changed it around and i thought, i m the one brown girl playing for the steamed i m going to raise eyebrows and i m going to do something amazing and bring something different to the team and i ve got to change that around. if i stand out that it is a good thing and i had to prove that it is not about my colour or race. i need to come in and perform and play my cricket so when i started enjoying my games that s