You know, i. I feel like ive been sleepwalking since i got back. Im. Im physically present, but im somewhere else at the same time. You know, i had a very similar experience on my first space walk. Just this sense of, oh for want of a more elegant term quantum disconnectedness. And did it go away . Unfortunately, it did. Hmm. Don who else was involved . Carter was my cutout. He never let me near his handlers. Alan donny . Come on. Its been five weeks. Theres just something about his confession. It just. Doesnt feel right. I mean, do you understand what youre telling me . Don it just doesnt seem right. Alan like what . I dont know. Like, i didnt see it coming, for one thing. Come on. You got to allow yourself a few mistakes in life. Yeah, well, people die that way. Hows it been . Last chance to turn back. Ive spent two years lyi to everybody about everything. Stop now, its all for nothing. Expect something to happen during the transfer. Take the guards cell phone. Number six on the spee