i m not the person people pick. i m the dark of darkest horses, you know? and so i went and i told vera wang my friend thank you, ari, thank you. i said make me a dress that makes me look like i just jumped out of the swimming pool and came over. i don t want to look like a big loser in a big puffy dress. you were projecting ahead and the industry makes you dress for what is going to happen. you were projecting to the moment you thought you would be the digfied loser. and i wouldn t have to go through the horrible feeling and like la, la, la, so when i won i was like my god, so i was already behind. so i got up and i started up the stairs and i kind of didn t know what was going on and tom hanks grabbed me by the arms and went, you deserve this. and they want a good show. don t cry. and i went oh.