but sexuality, everything, it all comes from childhood, all patterns we re playing over and over and it seems in your case, particularly true. and not only that, i knew as a father, if i m playing the same patterns over, well then i m not doing a service to my children. i m doing a great disservice if i m not fully in the moment and i m not really understanding what it is i m trying to present as a father. the fact to me that you didn t even realize you had gone into radio at least in part because your dad was in radio. no, i was angry when people would say that to me. i didn t go into radio because of my father. of course i did. you know, my father was a radio engineer who eventually got into being a recording engineer and had a recording studio. with like three other people. yeah, with four other people and so, you know, my father with reference he would see a guy
important because that s how things are formed. but sexuality, everything it all comes from childhood. it sure does. it s all patterns we re playing over and over, and it seems in your case, particularly true. and not only that, i knew as a father, if i m playing the same patterns over, well, then i m not doing a service to my children. i m doing a great disservice if i m not fully in the moment and i m not really understanding what it is i m trying to present as a father. the fact you didn t even realize you had gone into radio at least in part because your dad was in radio. no, i was angry when people would say that to me. i would say i didn t go into radio because of my father. of course i did. you know, my father was a radio engineer who eventually got into being a recording engineer and had a recording studio right, with like three other people. yeah, with four other people. and so, you know, my father
childhood trauma, how the i never really realized until the last, you know, ten years of my life or so how much the stuff that happens in childhood, it never goes away. never. it s all everything is based on that. they said the first two years of your life as a kid are the most important because that s how things are formed. but sexuality, everything it all comes from childhood or it s all patterns we re playing over and over, and it seems in your case particularly true. and not only that, i knew as a father, if i m playing the same patterns over, well, then i m not doing a service to my children. i m doing a great disservice if i m not fully in the moment and i m not really understanding what it is i m trying to present as a father. the fact you didn t even realize you had gone into radio at least in part because your dad was in radio. no, i was angry when people would say that to me. i would say i didn t go into radio because of my father.
a father, if i m playing the same patterns over, well, then i m not doing a service to my children. i m doing a great disservice if i m not fully in the moment and i m not really understanding what it is i m trying to present as a father. the fact you didn t even realize you had gone into radio at least in part because your dad was in radio. no, i was angry when people would say that to me. i would say i didn t go into radio because of my father. of course i did. you know, my father was a radio engineer who eventually got into being a recording engineer and had a recording studio with three other people with four other people. and so, you know, my father would reverence he would see a guy behind a microphone, i saw my father, he d treat them so nicely, what can i get you, and he s, you know, completely involved with them. well, for a boy who was looking for involvement with his father, i said to myself at an early age, what else would i be? but i heard you say which m
the i never really realized until the last, you know, ten years of my life or so, how much the stuff that happens in childhood, it never goes away. never. it s all everything is based on that, you know, they say the first two years of your life, as a you know as a kid are the most important because that s how things are formed. but sexuality, everything, it all comes from childhood. it sure does. all patterns we re playing over and over and it seems in your case, particularly true. and not only that i knew as a father if i m playing the same patterns over, well then i m not doing a service to my children. i m doing a great disservice if i m not fully in the moment and i m not really understanding what it is i m trying to present as a father. you didn t even realize you had gone into radio, at least in part, because your dad was in radio. no. i was angry when people would say that to me. i didn t go into radio because of my father.