Know, i felt afraid. i felt like i had to hold the party line so rather than saying, guys, i agree with you i just stood there and said, look, it s important that we re very representative in the military, and that you guys take a look at combat averages right? most people don t speak out what they know to be true. so the fear of there is going to be repercussions of whatever the popular thing is, most people think, if i say something, aim going to make a difference? and why i would risk everything that i have? i had to kind of step back and say, i don t believe with this fundamentally but am i going to make a change? apache pilot, i had my life saved by apache pilots. it was a female. but, you know, just hearing you acknowledge and say, yes, i mean, whole race thing, whole minority thing, i think, everyone should just be treated as equals. that s correct. right? that s what everyone should want. that s correct. equality, so the critical