I says just before her third collapse she was like a full term baby, she was on full bottle feeds, sitting on my knee, very alert, she often smiled and she never tried. i remember a content little girl, a happy little girl. i remember burning herfather and said we happy little girl. i remember burning her father and said we would go home soon. they even asked us to bring the car seat into be checked but a week later this all changed. we were called and told we needed to comment as she had had another collapse. the mother goes on to say we were in a fight or flight mode. we barely ate or slept because our babyjust kept needing to be resuscitated. on the night our baby died we were speaking with the nurses in room one and they said at the rate she was improving there was still a chance she could be home for christmas. she says when they handed our baby to us we never wanted to let her go stop we held her so tight. she was our gorgeous little princess and i can t even begin to explain the