before this party took place at downing street. it is very upsetting, i think, downing street. it is very upsetting, ithink, about downing street. it is very upsetting, i think, about the sacrifices that we had to make at that time, you know? the funeral arrangements, not being able to be with him when he died, you know? very, very difficult time, the circumstances under which we lost my father, and to think that downing street were planning a jolly and breaking their own rules at that time, itjust beggars belief, really. it is very, very upsetting. downing street is saying this is all being investigated by a senior civil servant, although the bbc has to