whole world should know what's happening here. my friend is joining me now, a grant winner, and covers a number of humanitarian conflicts including those in afghanistan and iraq and sudan and syria. the author of multiple books including of love and war and it is what i do. lynsey, i can't keep it together doing what you do. how are you doing this? >> i break down and it is natural. we are seeing horrific things out here. we are humans, it is hard to witness what we are witnessing. >> you say what you witnessed, the photographs you are taking and you are a photo journalist, you tell people what they are. you say what you are witnessing are war crimecrimes. do you think that changes