i don't understand. this is not right. what are you doing? how can you just turn on me like this? please. i mean, i -- you know i need this money. i need this money. >> okay. okay. okay. okay. i'll go get your money. >> so i thought, all right, you know? i got through to him. so i let him go. but he never came back. and i never heard from him again. i mean, it was really a very sad moment. so now that yoram is out of my life, this big absence and void is there in a sense of my travel partner, he's gone. my visa is going to run in and