you were a church spy? i was. i was recruited to pose as a disgruntled scientologist and infiltrate a meeting of independent scientologists. i was sent there to take names. all of a sudden i turned around in the auditorium and trey lotz was sitting in the front. i have known trey lotz for 30 years. as one of the top auditors in the l.a. area. i later reported back to my handler and i said do owe know that trey lotz is with these guys. they said he is a suppressive person and has been declared. and well, this is what started waking me up. i better check this out. because that doesn t make sens do you feel as though that the church was taken away from yo oh, yes. it was taken away from me.