and. i know it s. .. ..unforgivable. um. but we weren t boyfriends. we weren t in a relationship. i was really in a mess with my own sexuality at the time. and. ..itjust happened. how old was he at this stage? 20, 21. who knew on the team? nobody. to my knowledge. i mean, somebody has to know something for there to be a rumour later on. i didn t believe that anybody knew. and did you ever tell holly willoughby? no god, no. that s a bit of a bigger question, because we have. 0ur make up room was like a sanctuary
in my statement, it says, you know, consensual relationship, fully legal. i mean, that was approved by both sides. you know, that s. .. no, no. he d been working at the show for.a few months. and. and we d become mates. we were mates. um, you know, around the studios, you hang out together, you know, and then. ..in my dressing room one day. ..something happened. which. ..you know, obviously, iwill. ..regret forever for him and for me. mostly him. but it. that happened maybe four or five times over the next few months. and. i know it s. .. ..unforgivable. um. but we weren t boyfriends.
the next few months and. i know it s. .. unforgivable. but we weren t boyfriends. we weren t in a relationship. i was really in a mess with my own sexuality at the time and it just happened. how old was he at this stage? 20, 21. who knew on the team? nobody, to my knowledge. and did you ever tell holly willoughby? no, god, no. when did you last speak to holly willoughby? i whatsapped her on the day i put the statement up and i said to her, i know you can t reply, you re probably not allowed to,
room one day. ..something happened. which. ..you know, obviously, i will. ..regret forever for him and for me. mostly him. but it. that happened maybe four or five times over the next few months. and. ..i know it s. ..unforgivable. um. but we weren t boyfriends. we weren t in a relationship. i was really in a mess with my own sexuality at the time. and. ..itjust happened. how old was he at this stage? 20, 21. who knew on the team? nobody. to my knowledge. i mean, somebody has to know something for there
..you know, obviously, iwill. ..regret forever for him and for me. mostly him. but it. that happened maybe four or five times over the next few months. and. i know it s. .. ..unforgivable. um. but we weren t boyfriends. we weren t in a relationship. i was really in a mess with my own sexuality at the time. and. ..itjust happened. how old was he at this stage? 20, 21. who knew on the team? nobody. to my knowledge. i mean, somebody has to know something for there to be a rumour later on.