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and for a long time, you know, i felt worried that he was gonna be able to do everything as i would ve done it. and i don t have that fear anymore. - love you. - love you too. (birds chirping) - [shane] so the last time you had a liver biopsy it was really rough on you. do i need to help you get to that appointment? - i should be okay to just go get labs drawn. - maybe we not try and be marine on this one and let s just- - do you wanna be off work another day? - who doesn t wanna be off work? i have been paralyzed throughout this journey before and felt like i couldn t act, i couldn t do anything, i couldn t think of myself at all. 2019 was a scarcity mentality. it was what am i losing, when am i losing it, and being so anxious and worried that it was all consuming.