P. J. first question i have is what is the most memorable thing about the building of the Abraham Lincoln hearse . What i learned and our family learned was that its not about the hearse. It is about those building the hearse and it is about the veterans to whom were building the hearse for and that is Abraham Lincoln. Is this your writing paris . [laughter] [indiscernible] p. J. ok. I guess i can read it. I dont know what that one word means though. [indiscernible] p. J. what does that say . How has this impacted our life . Im sorry. Does a big word impact. That is a big word impact. One of them the things that has come out of this is that i have begin to heal. I am not a veteran, but you slowly begin to heal wounds that have surfaced over many years of working with that. Death. It is different from ptsd. He call it cumulative stress syndrome. And with that comes the burden of trying to take peoples grief away. And we cant do that. We can only walk through it with the and that is what