In the world corrupted you need to descend. To join us in the depths. Aura maybe in the shallows. I have interviewed women civilian world and rape is a very very traumatizing thing to have happen but ive never seen trauma like ive seen from women who are veterans who have suffered military sexual trauma i cannot remember how many times a young female marine that had been raped or sexually assaulted told me that she looked at these guys as your brother or the suspect as your brother its a kin to what happens in a family with incest. Because you know in the military when were functioning at our best a cohesive unit with brothers and sisters of the band of brothers and sisters i mean we are family when that ball and of trust is violated. The wound penetrates to the very most inner part of ones soul one psyche. I have this folder that i keep i have all my boot camp letters and if my mom and my sister and. People and. I was just going through some of this stuff and im like whats this you kn
Mean we are family when that bomb of trust is violated. I. The wound penetrates to the very most inner part of ones soul one psyche. I have this folder that i keep i have all my boot camp letters in it for my mom and my sister and. People and. I was just going through some of this stuff and im like whats this you know and i open it up im like oh my god. My suicide letter. Bomb im sorry for the grease that you must feel. Just because im gone physically doesnt mean i will be there spiritually i truly feel that god will take me without question even though i took my own life. Ive had the most broken thoughts of dreams and physical pain to remind me of the her if it acts upon me that happened while a duty a mother brother sister and husband should never live with knowing the horrible acts upon me find peace in knowing that my bottom that the body left behind doesnt consume my soul i am free now and im not afraid ready to soar corded and you know. I took a whole bottle of pills and woke up
Violated. I. The wound penetrates to the very most inner part of ones soul one psyche. I have this folder that i keep i have all my boot camp letters sent from my mom and my sister and. People and. I was just going through some of this stuff and im like whats this you know i open it up im like oh my god. My suicide letter. Bomb im sorry for the grease that you must feel. Just because im gone physically doesnt mean i will be there spiritually i truly feel that god will take me without question even though i took my own life. Ive had the most broken thoughts of dreams and physical pain to remind me of the her if it acts upon me that happened while one of duty a mother brother sister and husband should never live with knowing the horrible acts upon me find peace in knowing that my bought that the body left behind doesnt consume my soul i am free now and im not afraid ready to soar corded and you know. I took a whole bottle of pills and woke up strangely enough im not sure why. I at that p
Looked at these guys as your brother or the suspect as your brother its a kin to what happens in a family with incest because you know in the military when your functioning at our best cohesive unit with brothers and sisters in of the band of brothers and sisters i mean we are family when that ball and trust is violated. I. The wound penetrates to the very most inner part of ones soul one psyche. I have this folder that i keep i have all my boot camp letters in it for my mom and my sister and. People and. I was just going through some of this stuff and im like whats this you know and i open it up im like oh my god. My suicide letter. Bomb im sorry for the grease that you must feel. Just because im gone physically doesnt mean i will be there spiritually i truly feel that god will take me without question even though i took my own life. Ive had the most broken thoughts of dreams and physical pain to remind me of the her if it acts upon me that happened while one of duty a mother brother
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