because you have to put that same energy that you were using into the program. because i doubt if you got up in the morning you were dope sick did you say, hey, know what? i m just going to lay here. okay. i ll see you. a short time later, the two men have packed up and moved into the enough is enough dorm. what s up guys? what s up, brother? not everybody is as anxious to get help for their addictions. they have aa classes in here, this have every class in here. they have a whole dorm for recovering addicts. i don t choose to go in there. i can, i just don t choose to go in there. why? i don t because i don t want to hear it. to be honest with you. i don t want to hear it. i know what i need to do to be sober but i don t want to hear it from nobody else. i got to want to do it myself. drugs brought destiny vanwinkle to jail as well and now just days before her scheduled release they might
i smoke until my options are dry. until i can t smoke no more. coming up, de shawn powell finds himself in familiar territory. against the wall. and one of the newest arrivals to enough is enough is told to leave the program. like taking a first step. and then another. and another. and if you do it. and your friends do it. and their friends do it. soon we ll be walking our way to awareness, support and an end to alzheimer s disease. and that? that would be big. grab your friends and family and start a team today. register at alz.org your husband left his cell phone on. and you re not necessarily proud of that.
15. yeah, me, too. having battled addiction most of their adult lives, joe smithson and john carroll have decided to fill out applications to get into enough is enough. i mean, i didn t sniff no glue or nothing like that. i mean, i didn t do nothing stupid like that. cocaine, heroin. meth. pain pills. all the good stuff, right? it will be up to wright to decide if the men get into the program. and he doesn t accept just anyone. i guess the question is what s going to be different now? especially because you ve had some experience in treatment before. i ve tried hold up. what s going to be different? because i m quite sure you said the same thing before when they did an initial assessment about, i m motivated, i m tired of going to jail, blah, blah, blah, blah. those are the kinds of things that people often say. so what i want you to do is kind of reach down inside to find out, you know what, really, what s going to be different this time? i don t have the answers.
peers. he got up out of his rack, went to the bathroom area, put on his shoes, which is an indication of threatening and intimidating behavior. and as a result of that, he was put out of the program. the penitentiary mentality still running. again, he wants to put his shoes on and fight people, and it wasn t even his problem. it was somebody else s problem, but they was in the penitentiary together. you know how it goes. he s a good person and everything, when it comes to a friend, but when it comes to the program, he was just telling everybody what they want to hear and stuff like that. i ain t dogging him. i m not saying something i wouldn t say to him. it s an accountability program. it ain t about rats and snitches, it s about helping each other out. the expectation is job respects each other. smithson will continue on in enough is enough, and now it s time for destiny van winkle to move on to the next phase of her life. i m getting released. i ve been here a year, so it s
perfect. i m sick and tired of being sick and tired. i m tired of the same road i was going down the wrong path and i want the good path. let me tell you a couple of things about it. it s a more structured dorm. we do 12-step meetings, relapse prevention, life skills, big book study and we do a men s group. the hardest part of the program and i need to be real honest, we have what we call accountability group. it s going to go against the whole jail code. that means that your peers will hold you accountable. we don t use the word snitch. we don t use the word rat. if you re doing something, some violation of the rules and regulations you have an opportunity first of all to hold yourself accountable, and if you don t, your peers will. i m ready to make a change and. it s been a long time coming. the same road doesn t work for me no more. i m done, man. i love the name of the group. the name of the group got me, too. wright has heard it all before. they sound real good. i