avoided the outside world but today she s finding a place in it and invited me to her home. are you becky? how are you? good. good to see you. at 31 years old, becky is starting over. you ve completely walked away from the flds. uh-huh. we were always told when people apostotized, evil spirit comes over them and they just do bad, bad things. but i haven t experienced that yet. what s it like, becky, to be the daughter of one of the most notorious people in recent american history? wherever i go, if people find out my name, the first thing is how are you related to warren jeffs? i said he s my daughter. to me he s two different people.
i don t like that one side one bit. i love the other side. but after all he s done, i don t know if he can ever be that again. for years, becky has mourn the loss of father she once knew, the one that sang, danced and made her and her brothers and sisters laugh. this is us just eating breakfast together. today she keeps those memories close and wants to show me a side of warren that s never been seen. this looks like you guys are singing. yeah, we re playing a game called here we go around the mulberry bush. which one are you? the red head, messy head. shows the good times we had with him. saved all these birthday cards he gave me. he gave his children a card every birthday. and made us feel special. so this is all throughout your life? yes, all throughout my life. these are all before he was prophet. i still get a warm feeling when i look at them. my father loved me. no matter what, do as the prophet teaches. you look a lot like your father in this picture.
be all over you trying to get you to stay. i didn t want them to change my mind. why did you want to leave? there was just no more hope anymore. i mean, as hard as i tried to be a good person or to follow their rules, i could never be good enough. three months ago, roy and becky reunited in salt lake. the city where they grew up. it s taken a bit to get to know each other again. i knew him as my little brother that i took care of. it s a memory that becky and roy share right here in salt lake. at the base of little cottonwood canyon sits an abandoned house in a suburban neighborhood this is becky and roy s childhood home. as a little kid, i can remember early mornings weeding in the garden. my favorite memories are the mountains and the reservoir we swam in. you-all lived here before you father became the prophet.
yeah, a lot of people have told me that. how does it feel to look at all these photos now? when i look at pictures with my father, it hurts my heart because he did so much good and yet so much bad. it s a pain that has haunted becky since childhood. warren s abuse of the innocent began long before he became the prophet, he found his first victims at home under his own roof. when i was really young, probably between the ages of 4 and 6, and he would come into my room at night. i kept say, father, do you know what you re doing? are you aware? i was thinking there has got to be a reason because he teaches these strict principles of morals and everything but just scared me. i tried to convince myself it didn t happen but all my life it would come to my mind. i never told anybody. why didn t you tell anyone? because father knows best.
in a suburb of salt lake city, 22-year-old roy jeffs is enjoying a freedom he s never known. the first movie i watched was in 2012. i was still in the flds. it was in secret. i scoped out the theater and made sure there was nobody watching me. all right. have a great day. will do. i felt like i was a really bad person but it was kind of fun. [ laughter ] in many ways, roy s life is stranger than fiction. he, too, is the son of the prophet, warren jeff s 11th child. before his sister becky, roy was the first of jeff s kids to flee. did you tell anyone that you were leaving? no. if you tell anybody, they will