it was just we kept on saying her name. you know, like whitney. and she would just she was like shaking her head. yes, like, yes, it s whitney. you know, and it was pretty pretty special. five weeks before, whitney s father, newell, had been on a trip. colleen had to call then and tell him whitney was dead. he was on a trip again this time. but this call was different. colleen goes, it s whitney. and i just immediately fell to the floor. i go, no. i go, hang up the phone. so she hung up, and i called her back. because i just didn t believe it. it was like a dream. he had to make me call back. so i called back and she said i m standing here and it s whitney. and i just i go the first thought in my head was, is there something wrong with her? what does she look like? what does she look like?