and well, i did. three years later this is still hard. it s very hard. the blowup here is a turning point. trust between morten and the cia, if it ever existed, will never be the same again. the very next day a defiant mortem storm pulls into this roadway rest stop near copenhagen. he is bitter and has arranged to meet newspaper reporter carsten ellegard at sunset. he said we ll take a mobile phone, what you ve got, and put it in your car. storm doesn t want to be
recorded. he s still thinking like a spy, yet he s about to blow his cover. i showed him my passports. he looked at them. i told him this is what happened. storm wants ellegard to tell the world that the cia is double-crossing him. he was angry and he was upset and maybe he also was a little nervous because it was the very first time that he d tell anybody he s been living a double life. ellegard warns storm that going public has consequences. i tell morten it can be dangerous for him and it will change his life for good. the last thing i say to him is go home, think about this. he does, and decides he s not ready to reveal his spy story to the world. soon he gets this e-mail from amina, al awlaki s blond bride turned widow. she writes i want to do a