I need to go potty desperately but I've been told that I may only use a diaper when master is away. Because it makes me feel like a little baby to wet myself in diapers, I try to hold off to preserve my dignity, but I can't handle my urges anymore and wet myself. My diaper is so full that when I play with the squishy, soaked bottom, my pee-pee leaks out the sides and down my legs.