coming up i feel guilty for breathing. amber hilberling s controversial statements on the day of her husband s death. the reason i got convicted was the interrogation video. josh s hilberling s brother has a different opinion. there is no question in my mind that she killed him on purpose. and i know what i m doing, sister. am i dead? i just proved i know what i m doing. robert hill s latest actions require mental health staff to intervene.
was this an accident or something else? 18 months earlier, police were called to the high-rise apartment building overlooking the arkansas river near downtown tulsa. i man had fallen out of a window from the 25th floor down to the eighth floor on the parking garage. he was pronounced dead on the eighth floor of the parking garage. the victim, amber hilberling s 23-year-old husband, josh. from day one, i know what happened. i was the only other person there and i will always maintain my innocence. i did not kill my husband. i ll spend the next 25 years proving that if i have to. in the immediate aftermath of josh s fatal fall, investigators assumed it was an accident. after questioning amber they charged her with first-degree murder.
mommy loves you infinity, squirt. for everyone involved in this train, i pray for. nobody can begin to see or estimate what i ve been through in more places that only this courtroom. aside from my sentencing today i will live with this for the rest of my existence. i miss my husband just as much and i know my family misses me. but i put my faith in so much more than anything happening here and now. do you think that letter s going to have an impact? they need to know i have remorse. not because of guilt. but i do have remorse that peopleurt. i hurt. hilberling could be sentenced to as much as 25 years. prior to the trial, she turned down the prosecution s offer for far less time if she pled guilty. i was offered five years, no contest, a week before i went to trial. and the judge asked me why i
shortly after her interrogation, amber was charged with josh s murder. two months later, out on bond, she gave birth to their son. he s 20 months old now. my mom sends me pictures every day. he s he s my world. but now she can only see him through a pane of glass in the visitation room. nobody can understand how much that simple contact with the people that you love matters until you don t have it anymore. hilberling s jail i.d. reminds her of better days. i miss this girl. i don t miss what she was going through. at the time. but i m i miss being a girl. that s one of the options we don t really have in jail. i get reminded at least once a day that i don t look anything like i used to. the girls here make makeup out of colored pencil, toothpaste, hair grease. we just do it because kind of
he probably would be losing some of his abilities to care for himself, to remember to shower, to clothe himself correctly. he s trying to make it seem like he has significant brain damage. i don t know what his agenda is. perhaps trying to go for not guilty by reason of insanity or having prolonged stay in a psychiatric hospital. coming up a lot of bad history in my life. three brothers all have been to prison. deputy witsit shares how chose he once came to being on the wrong side of the cell door. and i will always maintain my innocence, no matter what happens today. it s sentencing day for amber hilberling.