that. he says i have a mommy in heaven, and i have a mom here. >> in time, laura and john got engaged. and the nelson family grew by a few more. just one empty place. >> you never fill the hole in your life do you, when you lose a trial? >> no. >> no. >> how often do you think about jessica? >> every day. >> every day. >> that's all for this edition of dateline. i'm natalie morales. thank you for watching. >> three days, 19 hours, 59