physical and mental health are right now? >> i have been slowly improving, so that's the good news. it has been a long road of trauma of emotional trauma and physical as well. it has taken its toll, but at the same time there is recovery and hope. >> you know, mylissa i want to stay with you for a second, because i want to viewers that are tuning in right now to understand, this is a pregnancy that you wanted, a pregnancy and a baby hoe to be able to bring into and create a family. the fact that you kept on literally getting turned away repeatedly by medical providers, when you asked them why, what were the excuses that were given to you? >> the first hospital that i went to in freeman, in joplin, was that the law was not clear enough because i had a positive fetal heartbeat, that they could not intervene. the second time, when we went