>> especially when emmitt, who had beenen working out more and more, o announced he was going a, fitness competition in ohion their wedding anniversary. what did that feel like? >> lonely. he called and said, happy anniversary, i'll call you later. but didn't call back. and the night before he came home, my oldest son, who was -- he'd just turned 4, was screaming one night for probably two hours. my dad's going to die, my dad's going to die! i just held him. i triedst calling him, but he never answered his phone. it was a very strange weekend. >> strange? strange is not a big enough word to describe what was about to happen. coming up -- a secret meeting at walgreens, and something will go horribly wrong. >> i said, hono, i'm not doing this. and he's 'mlike, oh, we are doi