where by the time that his late stage kidney failure was finally diagnosed, after years of not being able to access the ongoing care that he needed, the support that he needed. there are just been so much damage done. so, i absolutely believe is that despite this lack of access that care, and that he endured for many years. it's interesting because i grew up taking so much about my parents need and their care as my responsibility. something i don't think i had fully begun to grapple with until my father's illness became serious is just the limits of what we can do as individuals with in these yelling, broken systems. >> i think the pandemic or build a law at the, when we talk about coming up solutions to systemic problems. i do think we as a country and been through a period of profound lost tied to covid and to the pandemic. i wonder as you have put a living remedy out to the world, what is you heard from other americans about what is here that mirrors their own experience? >> i mean, everybody situation