not even remember that. brian: i don't hear. >> pick hear. >> oh my god i cannot stand you. when did you start standing me? what you are better now but you are really back then. >> you got your redeye it's very interesting you're breaking things and trying to figure it out. in your book you right you were kind of nervous. i thought you could not have a care in the world the way your approach. >> him so bad at this, i did not even know who to blame. for example if there was a problem with the camera i'm shouting at jack who is the audio guide. and then of the sun with this i'm shouting at the guy behind me. nobody told us anything. they threw us into the deep end or 3:00 a.m. and i membership for meeting it was jon moody's office and i just assumed the show was started in three months is my first day on the job at fox. and they said yes were going to do some rehearsals.