>> better now? life better now? >> absolutely. my kids have been home three years. you know, i no longer have to watch my back. i live a pretty straight and narrow life. which, you know, people might say is boring, but i love my life today. i'm grateful. >> where are we headed? >> this way. to the recover project. this is where my recovery started. >> started nearly a decade ago in one of the two main streets of greenfield, the recover project is community-based. an open arms community-based program to help people stay cle clean. >> we'd like to start the conversation sharing with one another what happened at that point of our life, what that was like. >> as a child growing up in a home in addiction, i didn't understand how they could do all the stuff that they did to me and my brother and sister.