hope you will be getting out of p prison? >> no. >> do you understand -- >> that was one of my concerns with my attorneys. they assured me that nothing is going to change. >> all right. you understand. you will be in prison for life. you don't have the expectation for the hope of getting out. is that clear? >> i understand that, your honor. >> so, jeff, listening to him, i was struck as how different he seemed compared to the other hearings. before when he would appear, his head down, wouldn't make eye contact. today he seemed more at peace. he spoke and said -- talked about his sexual problems and talked about telling the fbi everything from the beginning. as cnn reported from the beginning, that he had confessed to authorities. he just was more outspoken today and seemed more relax. what do you make of his appearance? >> well, he has been talking about this plea deal with his lawyers.