her because of her loss of her husband and her children. and when she went, she kind of took them with her in a way. so we all -- or at least i and i know i talked to a couple of my brothers and sisters about this. we kind of reexperienced that, and there had been this delayed dealing with all of that over 40-plus years. and i realized in that moment, oh, damn, i wonder if i want to still do comedy because i kind of was doing this for her. still enjoying it and having all the love and the friendship and the camaraderie of it but i realized the sea crystal was make her laugh. >> that's interesting. ove, with the new iphone 11. so t-mobile is giving you an iphone 11 on us for each new line of unlimited. for yourself, or up to a family of four. keep your family connected, and hurry into t-mobile today, to get up to four iphone 11's on us.