Getting through the day for so long because i had so much trauma. But since then, i have found my ways, i have found ways to really advocate for others and through my organisation and through my writing. Im hoping to get out there that, you know, especially for other survivors that we can find some hope and we can find some healing in this. ,. ,. , this. You have written actually about the this. You have written actually about the emotional this. You have written actually about the emotional impact i this. You have written actually about the emotional impact of going through something like this, of witnessing something like this. You wrote, i realised there is no getting over it and theres no going back to normal. How difficult is it to understand survivors of a school shooting, that really can last much longer thatjust a couple of really can last much longer that just a couple of years really can last much longer thatjust a couple of years or within school or high school, this lasts until adulthood . I think it will last our whole lives. I know Ore Sur Viruseses that were at columbine with me and All Of Us are still highly affected by this everyday. I