every week, they are going through depression. i don't call it ptsd. i call it ctsd. it's continuous. we look to leaders to figure out ways to solve this problem. what do we get? we get the mayor who shut down all of the merge health facilities in the urban communities. well get no funding for schools to have clinical staff to deal with these issues when students need some help in school. so what snaps they go to the streets and the just as tremayne said, it create morse trauma. >> there is not an expectation that people of color in urban communities deserve or are even prepared to accept these kinds of resources. you mentioned ptsd. yes, those are returning soldiers. we are not looked upon as people who deserve this support. that's why the mental health clinics were shut down. well, we can do without. and part of it is some responsibility we have to take for ourselves in that we have tried to be too strong. we've tried to say we're going to buck up. we've suffered so much, we're going get through this too.