you're coming with us. so, they looked at him like he was some monster because of his background. and then when i got home, i laid there and i looked at my little angel, it's like, oh, my god, his daddy's gone, you know? >> with a successful appeal to his case unlikely, angel and his girlfriend must suffer his ten-year sentence together. >> what keeps me close to him is visiting him, keep him company by writing to him, visiting him. i have no problem with that. i can do it. i won't ever get tired of it. >> if she stays with me, because seven years is a long time. plus, she probably blames herself, too, you know, more than she probably admits to me. i'm older now and my desire is to change. when i was younger, i didn't care. i had my son. i had my family. i got a woman who loves me and i got my boy. i got my daughter i got to try to get back, too. all these things, my head's clear, i'm focusing on them. you know what i mean? and i'm blessed. i really am. i just overlooked all that.