was probably 80 pounds later, you know, and i never since that day have ever had that same recurring dream. i don't think about mark the way i did, and it was a great release. >> you guys are so great. >> while the s.a.v.e. program has helped ee lame national the nightmares it can't reverse the past for the victims nor the future that's in store for these convicted killers. in iowa, first-degree murder means life without parole. on our last day at anamosa we ran into t-bone taylor as he was moving into a new cell. as he unpacked, he talked about his own mortality and the place at anamosa where someday his sentence will end. >> ain't nobody going to take my body, right, when i do die, so, you know, my plans is already, you know, let the institution bury me up on the hill.