the face of the first taliban i kill as a mask. that is not somebody who wants to go there to help the afghan people. >> very, very interesting. you have the real information. all of this is coming to us in bits and pieces and frankly from the administration, i think there's been a real attempt to spin initially and try to reframe this trade with the taliban, the five taliban leaders. tell me what happened and what happened when he left post? >> well, when i was in basic training, i was basic training at the same time as bowe. and the drill sergeants told us, while you're there, if you walk away from basic trining, they are not going to try to find you. but if you walk away and you're carrying a weapon, they are going to search the ends of the earth to find you and chapter you out of the army for having stolen a weapon. when bergdahl left, he took all of his gear off. he left his assigned weapon and he walked away. and i think that maybe those words were ringing for him and