times. 20. >> heavenly brother we come, give you thanks, fatherly god. >> we get up with the special question we are lifted up. >> ask that he watches over our family, everybody's family. >> bless our brothers in the circle. sisters in and out of the circle. take care of my brothers, kids, family. >> glad that i woke up able to see this day. >> tim gaffney is a former member of the aryan brotherhood. >> bible studies. not out there, but we do it individually. but i am never going home again. that's what they're telling me. they may put me to death. i got a lot to think about. this place is a think-tank. you can sit out there and be tough with the fellows all you want. when you lay your head down at night, that's when the torture comes in. >> read the word. reading novels, books i read right here. i would probably just go ballistic.