questions because i can't imagine. you are very brave to be standing up there and you're doing something to appreciate their memory. i'm sure this hasn't sunk in for you and i know yesterday it was very, very rough and i know when you're there, you called your mom and you called your dad, right? >> it yeah, i did. >> martha: tell me about that, honey. >> do you want me to start from the beginning? >> martha: go ahead. >> i was in my creative writing class. i want to say thank you to miss lapel because she save my life. >> martha: what did she do? >> we were writing love letters because it was valentine's day and creative writing. all of a sudden, you hear -- what was that? at first we didn't think of anything, but then we heard it again even louder.