welcome. good to have you both here. dr. brantley we were nervous about what was going on with you and this disease, i remember you came back thinking this is not going to end well for this poor guy, and he is such a good man, has given so much of his time in the middle of this horrible situation. how did you survive? >> i had a lot of good supportive care a lot of people who took care of me prayed for me. who made decisions to do things like bring me back to america for treatment. i am thankful to all of them. a lot of people 11,260 people in south africa for whom it did end well. >> do you remember the moment you realized i've got it? >> i held onto that hope that it was something else it was malaria, dinghy fever until the