bars and are quite dangerous because they're not getting the help they need. in court yesterday in a bizarre diatribe, castro told a long list of excuses for snatching and said his first victim was basically a crime of activity. >> i wasn't planning that day, it wasn't something that i was trying to look -- [inaudible] i didn't do that. that day i went to family dollar, and i heard her oversay something about -- and i reacted on that. >> reporter: and one of the victims, michele knight, a young mom of a doddler when she was first -- toddler when she was first taken says this man's too evil for a quick death. she bravely read that statement just a few feet away from the uponster who stole 11 years of her life. >> death penalty would be so much easier. you don't deserve that.