happened but i really wish i did. i will accept wholeheartedly the punishment i'm given and deserve. the only contrast between this erie apology and the statement he gave police is that connor expressed little remorse with his original matter of fact confession. >> i think it's just what i've been feeling for a while is actually starting to become a reality. >> which is what? >> that i'm bound to hurt people. >> conley said when he choked his little brother, he wanted to stop but couldn't. he compared himself to a hungry man eating a burger. he says he believes he is sick and it just happened, shepard. >> shepard: a complex case, mike. clearly this man has been through a lot of problems. tell us about what you know. >> it's a very complex case. he expressed desires to hurt other people as well as himself.