you marry a movie star and it all goes wrong, the last place you want to be is hollywood because suddenly you are in that world and then, bang, you're the bad guy everybody hates. >> yeah. >> well, hey, you know, the first press statement i said that i'll -- i deserve everything bad that's coming my way, and i stand behind that, you know. people -- this book's coming out this week and people will take another opportunity to, like, say all kinds of bad stuff and make up stories and whatever, but let them. i don't really care anymore. if people -- i can be the villain and she'll always be america's sweetheart. >> we're going to take another short break. when we come back, i want to talk to you about the worst time for you, when it hit rock bottom after this and then how you came back from that. aaah! [ airplane engine whines ] [ grunts ] [ dog barking ]