time when it was an apartide state and to sit here with you as your first guest in 2011 is a miracle that's beyond anything i could actually do for myself so there is something greater at work here and the thing that's greater at work, the force and forces that have made this happen in my life along with me working as hard as i have is it's bigger than i am and fame is the vehicle from which i get to have this platform. so do i like that? i appreciate it. if i had been what i thought i was going to be and that is a great fourth grade teacher, i would have also liked that because at the core of me i am a teacher. i am happiest when i feel that people are getting something, learning something, enhancing